Yeah,cause I know I'd throw my crap like an ape to get my way. Really.        

I think inmates resort to all kinds of behavior when they think they have no options left. For some,what do they have left? They know they will mostly be incarcerated for the rest of their natural lives. So honestly,what's a handful of crap to them?

And some go further,like the guy that killed Jeffery Dahmer while he was in prison.I remember reading he was pretty much regarded as the King of the Crap Throwers in that prison for taking Dahmer out like that. 

Somebody was going to take Dahmer out.His crimes were so notorious and he was so matter of fact about the whole thing,that it was only a matter of time before someone said,all right,that's it. Game over,Mr. Dahmer.   

You seriously could not pay me enough to be a corrections officer. You have seen those videos of them being killed inside? And there was one horrible episode here in Arizona where they held a female officer hostage for several days.....yeah. No thanks.        

Ex cons guarding the new cons? 

Wow. Again,no freakin thank you. I never heard that,RockerChick. No wonder they get out at an alarmingly high rate.      

LOL Jill.

If they delivered mail to Hell,they'd stop here on the way and throw junk mail at my house.  

The worst part about Jill is she has my address and phone number....and they sound suspiciously like Scott Peterson's,hahahaha.     

Holly,
It's too bad that you "wasted" those two years, but you can look at it from the glass is half full perspective and say that maybe those two years were growing years for you and you realized during those growing years all these things about yourself. And perhaps those things that you learned about yourself is going to protect sometime in the future - so technically it's not really a waste - it was a learning process that simply took two years .
Jill
p.s. and BTW, welcome to the board!

Well, I can only speak for myself. I could make assumptions about others because of what happened to me and I am quite sure those assumptions would be about 99% true. I cannot even blame youth, which seems even more sad in my opinion. At least, I did not forfeit having a family and things like that while waiting for some guy to get an appeal or something like that. I did get a lot of insight into the games those men play. My convict even shared stories with me about his buddies and how they would play girls and have different ones on the line. Somehow, I convinced myself he was different. I try not to think of it as wasted time and yes, I have learned a great deal. I had to take a close look at myself and what motivated me to get myself involved in a mess like that to begin with. I did read here about someone who says she is great looking, has a great life and that sort of thing. I used to think and say the same thing. The only difference was I knew in my heart it was questionable or I would have been more open about it. I would have never told my family or shared my life with those I work with and looking back now I realize it is because I knew the choices were questionable and said a lot about how I felt about myself. The bottom line was I was lonely and wounded and fearful of rejection by a real relationship. Such relationships are not satisfying. I speak from experience. I could never be satisfied with someone I was not with - period! All that so-called emotional mumbo-jumbo is just I smoke screen you put up for yourself more than anyone.

 keep the good work , talking about yourself

Did a small edit on the last two posts.People use screen names sometimes to preserve privacy and that will be honored here.
anna

-- Edited by annarocket on Saturday 12th of September 2009 01:05:50 PM